matchflamestick

well so my life is pretty much shit. my parents caught me doing pot except i got away with it by lying and denying everything. theyre still suspicious of me though. think imma lay off it for a while. at least its almost summer.... i only have 3 more finals to go. i just wanna get away and get wasted and forget all this shit for a while. fuck.

Ugh. Some shit happened with the bearded dragon and the shipping carrier. Long story short, it's stuck in some processing plant in San Francisco and it'll be here Monday. I doubt it'll survive..

OysterBoysDeath: hm.. i think being a christian is the opposite of fitting in
OysterBoysDeath: a true christian
MatchFlameStick: whatever
MatchFlameStick: you follow a rigid set of rules
MatchFlameStick: so you can be happy in your next life
MatchFlameStick: so you waste your real life away trying to make sure youre happy when your life is over
MatchFlameStick: what a fucking waste of time
OysterBoysDeath: do you want me to answer that or are you not in the mood?
MatchFlameStick: i dont give a shit

Damn people, trying to convince me that Christians aren't mindless sheep and that God is the one true way. TT- you said you don't even believe in God anymore, so why do you keep trying? YOU'RE A SPY!  

I got pissed and bled on today while volunteering for the ole dog rescue. Meh.. happens every time. At least I got to eat a bag of the most delicious chocolate I've ever eaten in my life. It was white chocolate.. and I don't even like white chocolate! That amazed me. I should do my homework or something. I got decent grades I guess. I can't wait until spring break. I get to sleep in for 2 weeks and won't have to worry about writing inane essays about the Scarlet Ibis and figuring out why parallelogram ABCD is a rhombus or whatever. I think I'll cut my hair short. I miss Tindra.

*sigh* My K is disappearing. I'm going to touch it up a bit later on.

My beardie is coming on Saturday. I paid $100 for it, but I had to send it by Next Day, so that cost $13. My dad paid for it and so I have to pay him back. I'll just save up the money he gives me for lunch and pay him back with that.
I hope it's worth the trouble. I mean, it is only a week old. I haven't even seen a picture of it yet...

What am I getting myself into?


I'm so tired. I can't wait till the weekend. Then I can sleep.

I hate my fucking cell phone. Keeps turning off by itself.

You ignorant cows. Mooooooooooo

Eh.. I'm kinda like Lump. Don't talk to that many people online anymore. James, Lump, Phil. That's about it. Everyone else kinda pisses me off. I chat with some herpers sometimes.. Meh.

Nothing but..

I've decided to make a list of songs people should listen to..
Just.. bored.

-Lamb of God, by Marilyn Manson

-Where is my mind, by The Pixies

-Gouge Away, by The Pixies

-Monkey Gone to Heaven, by The Pixies

-Hey, by The Pixies

-Coma Black, by Marilyn Manson

-Mechanical Animals, by Marilyn Manson

-The Nobodies, by Marilyn Manson

-Hurt, by Nine Inch Nails

-Eulogy, by Tool

-Stinkfist, by Tool

-Social Parasite, by Alice in Chains

-Bleed the Freak, by Alice in Chains

-Jet Black New Year, by Thursday

-Understanding in a Car Crash, by Thursday

-Cross out the Eyes, by Thursday

-Turn Smile Shift Repeat, by Phantom Planet

-Strawberry Gashes, by Jack Off Jill

-Everlost (Part II), by In Flames (it's a beautiful song, not screaming/growling IF style)

-Hargalaten, by In Flames (another beautiful song, all violins)

-My Life in the Knife Trade, by Boy Sets Fire

-Mechanical Animals, by Marilyn Manson

-Coma White, by Marilyn Manson

I'll some more later.. this is all I can think of right now.

Okayyyyyyy... I haven't updated for a while..

Whirling thoughts within Kylie's head:

-Still no sign of Tindra. Have been checking stove, fridge, dark warm spots regularly.. :(

- Eggs doin' GOOD. My Hovabator came today and I was busy setting it up. Now all beardie and leo eggs are in a stable 84 degree enviroment.

- I BOUGHT A VISION CAGE FOR ONLY $130! I got it today.. I'm so psyched.. Think of all the possibilities! They're STACKABLE!!! It's a used cage, but in good condition. Smells a little even after I cleaned it thoroughly with windex and lysol wipes. Bwahahahahah, I love lysol wipes.

- Hobbes is shedding! He hasn't shed for about 6-7 months, so this makes me happy. Hope he gets more orange like he usually does.

- Skaq (my HY leopard gecko) ate mealworms last night! 7 of them.. and she hasn't eaten mealworms for almost 2 months now. She's VERY thin though, I'm going to have to get her treated for parasites.. might have caught some from those crickets I was feeding her.. I'm force-feeding her Jumpstart every night.

- Lump, remember, I love you. Stop doing the thing you're doing... it's not cool.

- I'm buying a new bearded dragon!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. It's a froggy x gold/yellow. Something like that. It's only a week old, but showing colors already! I'm sending the M.O. tmw by Priority Mail and I should get the BD by Saturday!

- I'm doing good this week. Everything's falling into place nicely. I was hugging people today.. which is fuckin' weird.

- The Pixies ROCK!!! I listen to them all the fucking time now. Maybe they have something to do with my good mood...

- Marilyn Manson is still the man.. I haven't left his music just cuz of the Pixies.

-Read a good book.. it's called Anthem by Ayn Rand. It's sorta strange, but I like it. Go read it now.

 

Anyways.... gotta ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.

Adios... kekekekekekekeke (that's right!)

26 EGGS! 26 EGGS! 26 EGGS! 26 EGGS!

Suzy laid 26 fucking eggs today!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
They're so beautiful and perfect and plump.

I love them.

I watched Underworld last night. It was sooooooooooooo stupid. I think the director just shot a bunch of scenes and then haphazardly stuck them together into a lame-ass excuse for a movie. The only part I liked was in the beginning where they're in the subway station and the girl turns around real fast and her trenchcoat swirls. The camera shoots like 3 seconds of it from the bottom and it's all cool and shit. Anyways I'm not making sense. Irene kept saying Lucian looked like Jesus.

Suzy's light bulb went out, but I'm too lazy to go out and buy another one. I'll prolly find one laying around somewhere anyways. I don't think Hobbes did his job right.. She's not looking very pregnant to me.

I have to take Tindra, Hobbes, and Suzy to the vet for a checkup. Hobbes has been laying around and not eating ever since he nailed Suzy. Maybe she gave him a S.T.D.  o_0

Forgot to mention.. I DON'T HAVE WRITER'S BLOCK ANYMORE! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Couple nights ago I wrote a poem... it's not the best, but it flows a little better than the crap I've been writing the past 7 months.

aww june loves me. i feel better

today i had a tamale. it was good. me and irene made fun of skaters and old people. we felt good about ourselfs :) theres this weird guy in my neighborhood. he looks 30 years old and has real grungy hair and walks around holding a skateboard. i've never seen him ride it.

james and i decided on a plan (ISNT THAT RIGHT JAMES??) he will drive down here every 3rd wednesday of the month, and i shall call him every other sunday. or he can call me and i'll save on my phone bill. he wants a hat.

june, aka lump, had to go pee yesterday and i followed her, but she wouldnt let me watch her pee. she also mentioned something about phantom planet coming out with a new cd. that's cool i guess. it would be even more awesome if marilyn manson or tool came out with a new cd.

i stole alice's altoids. they're white and tasty. like children.

 

The great big white eye
Staring from above
Everything it illuminates
Bleeds from inside

The bird whispers at night
Ruffling inky feathers
Enclosing me with silky wings
Yet threatening talons flash

I feel protected
Embraced
And loved
But then the barbed claws
Rip my skin open
And suck my insides dry

Unseen my soul escapes
To fly with the clouds
She dances and plays with the freaks and the clowns
Skipping across cotton candy
And candy red stripes
© 2003-2004 Kylie Ghim

*sigh* I'm in love.

bwahahahahaha. i am now the proud owner of $200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what to buy.. what to buy. a nikon n80!! oh wait.. $200 isnt enough. i shall buy a cheaper camera.. with wicked awesome lenses. i spent an hour this morning taking pictures of my dog and bearded dragons o_0 mommy, am i strange?

Yay..! thelastplace.tk is finally up! i've been too lazy to work on it. but i finally got around.

 

LOOK! Scary asian people! I swear I'm not related to them. Well.. maybe one..

Yeah.. so.. go to http://orphicherps.tk for all your leopard gecko needs! or http://thelastplace.tk to look at more scary asian people! (including myself)

 

PHIL TAKE A PICTURE!!!!!!!!!!

GIMME REPTAR

I'm at Jennifer's house and I'm BOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRED. HINT HINT JEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh 2 N's...im sooooooooooo sorry!

gimme a camera


i wanna watch lion king
maybe later
you suck



shes rubbing her teddy bears butt on me. fuckin pervert

i bet shes getting a BONER from doing that


nasty

 

I think Hobbes is taking a nap on top of Suzy.. his eyes are closed :)

Alright!!!!!!!! I put Hobbes and Suzy together this morning and WOW! Certainly different from breeding leopard geckos. Suzy didn't really put up much of a fight and Hobbes was really gentle..didn't even leave a bite mark ;)

I'm going over to Jen and Josh's house today!!! They better gimme good presents..

 

I want a Nikon N80..and I asked my mom for it and she said NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

argh and after I bought her that DKNY sweater...cost me $40 too...dammit I couldve used that money for something else.

 

Parents suck.

So does Matt.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SOMEONE BUY MY LEOPARD GECKOS! Stupid bitches, freeloading off of me and eating mealworms that I buy. But really... they're sweet little things, but I have nooooooooo fuckin room. Plus I'm gonna breed my bearded dragons soon...so I need to make room for the hatchlings............

 

Life sucks.

I need money.

Yes. Haha I feel like a dumbass writing to no one.